Monday 7 March 2016

The Reporter

The dim red light from the “Open” sign reflects off the glass window, casting a dark red shadow on the back wall of the room. Leaning on the edge of the high counter, I fiddle with the strap of my shiny, new watch. The digital display shows “2:09 AM”. Barely half an hour has passed since Matt left, but it feels like eternity.

         “Don’t worry about it. As long as you follow the rules you’ll be fine, I promise. G’night!” He called over his shoulder before stepping outside.

         Sure, I’ll be fine. It’s my second day at work, I’m the only person behind the counter and it’s two in the morning. What could go wrong? 

My eyes travel across the vacant wooden tables. The bar is empty, except for a young couple in the back corner and an elderly man reading an outdated newspaper. At this time of night, there are no exciting sports events to distract me from my boredom. A plump, middle aged man in a tight suit sits behind a pristine desk, summarizing the supposedly exciting events that occurred during the BINGO championships. The monotonous voice of the news reporter hummed in my ears like a lullaby, and I stifled a yawn. Maybe some action would be nice.

As if to answer my prayers, the clang of the cowbell above the door awakens me from my stupor. Two men walk in with a sorry-looking Rottweiler trailing behind them. His fur is clumped and messy, and his eyes are unnaturally glossy. With a nervous churn I remembered one of the first rules Matt had reminded me about.

“Oh yeah- don’t allow any pets in here. The janitor is always complaining about fur and mud tracks.”

Should I go tell them? The men had taken a seat near the counter. The closest one pulled out a cigarette from his pocket and offered it to the other man. Great.

“No smoking- that’s a given. But, you know, you’ll always have those folks who try to sneak one in.”

I groaned underneath my breath. Here we go.

Just as I am about to leave the comfort and security of the counter, the door opens again. Maya rushes in, her blond locks streaming behind her.

“Haven!” She gasps.

“Maya? What are you doing here?” I ask her quizzically.

Collapsing on a high chair, she grins. “I need a drink”.

The two men forgotten, I laugh and turn to my supplies. “I can see that. Tell me something I don’t know.”

“It’s a girl.” She said, still panting.

“What?” I turn back to face her. “I thought she was due next week!”

“That’s what we thought to, but this morning she was literally screaming in pain. We took her straight to the hospital and what’dya know- a few hours later, I’m holding my baby brother!” Maya couldn’t stop smiling.

I lean over and wrap my arms around her skinny shoulders. “That’s great news! I’m so happy for all of you. But who’s with her now?”

The couple have gotten up to leave. The boy slams a few coins on the countertop and winks at me from behind his red bangs. I hear an exasperated sigh from the doorway as his girlfriend turns the corner. He leaves the rest of the bills on the counter and hurries after her.

“My dad’s there.” Maya continues, giving me an amused glance. “My sister is flying in tomorrow from Mexico. To be honest, I think she would have come even if my mom wasn’t giving birth. She tried the whole ‘living away from home’ thing, but I think she’s lonely. Although, last time I checked she had a boyfriend…”

I let Maya do most of the talking, because the lack of sleep is starting to get to me. After a few minutes, my eyes flicker back to my watch. 2:25 AM.

Turn the heating off and make sure all the stools are up before you leave.”

Five minutes until freedom! I should probably start cleaning up. I look up to see that only one man and the dog are left in the bar. He returns my wide-eyed stare with a smirk. Where did the other man go? I don’t remember seeing him leave.

With an odd feeling in my gut, I turn back to my friend. “Hey, did you-

I hear a click, and we plunge into darkness.

“Haven?” Maya reaches out to touch my sleeve. But instead of her nervous, comfort-seeking touch I am confronted with rough, aggressive hands. They cuff my mouth, forcing my scream back into my throat and drag me away from the counter. From the sounds of struggle in front of me, I can infer that Maya wasn’t lucky enough to escape.
Immediately, my mind races. Call 911? I would, if only I hadn’t left my phone on the counter. Fight back? Considering my size, that probably won’t get me anywhere.

“Agh!” A deep voice gasps in front of me, followed shortly by a string of curses. “That was my finger, Barbie.” The man growls. “Play nice. You’re at our mercy now.”

The fight drains out of my body, and I let myself be lead through the hallway. The only light comes from the weather forecast on the TV screen. On the bright side, if I don’t live to see tomorrow I won’t be missing out on a beautiful, sunny day.

The man speaks again. “This one’s the trouble maker. I’ll take her first. You put the other one in here for now.”

“ ‘Mkay.” My captor responds. I feel the pinch of cloth being tied around my mouth as I am unceremoniously shoved into a room with no windows. The door locks behind me.

Crashing into the cement wall, I slowly slide onto the floor. I feel something warm and sticky on my upper lip, and the salty tang of blood confirms my suspicion. My head throbs along with the rapid beating of my heart as I squint my eyes, trying to make out my surroundings by the light from the crack under the door. Maya? I try and put my thoughts into words.

“Mmph? MMMPH!” The foul taste of the cloth floods my mouth. I strain to hear her familiar, comforting voice through the gloom, but instead I catch the faint sounds of the reporter coming from the TV set in the main room.

“Just recently, Dairyland 1% Milk was recalled due to Melanine contamination…”

The picture of the plump man in the red suit resurfaces in my memory. It seems to be a lifetime ago when I was standing at the countertop, listening to Maya’s stories and watching the weather reporter prance across the screen in her red high heels.

It was then that I got my response. Her scream cut through the drone of the TV like a knife; sharp and high pitched.

“MMMMPH!” I called back desperately.

“…in North Vancouver yesterday. The dog was found dead in its owner’s yard with tufts of bear fur caught in its teeth.”

There is loud crash, followed by another shriek. I stumble blindly in the direction of the door, feeling the wall with my hands until they find the handle, but there is no point. The door is dead bolted.

“The police and local wildlife organizations are currently patrolling the area. Any persons with information are requested to…”

My knees buckle and I collapse onto the cold, cement floor. The tears begin to from and I can feel a sob stuck in the back of my throat. My eyes travel downwards to the dim glow of the dial on my watch.    2:33 AM.

“Turn off the lights, flip the sign on the door, and you’re finished!” Matt grinned.

I close my eyes and the tears spill over. He was right. I am finished. 

Monday 30 November 2015

One Hundred Stones


The fragment of ruby glistens in the center of my palm; a rich and bold crimson. As it grows it begins to make its way down my hand, leaving a faint red trail as it weaves its way between the creases. Just as it reaches the cuff of my sleeve, the sound of my name awakens me from my trance.

“Elora? What are you doing?”

Clenching my hand into a fist, I silently curse myself for being so careless. For all I know, my short daydream may have cost me my income for the day. An empty dinner table in exchange for a minute of rest is not my idea of a fair trade. I casually tuck my stained, white sleeve behind my back and turn around to face my definite punishment.

“I’m sorry Ma’am, it won’t happen-”

I break off as I catch sight of Mabel’s chiseled face. We are both eighteen-years-old, but the resemblance stops there. Her stocky build and close cropped hair gives her a distinctly masculine image.
“Oh, it’s you. Why are you still here? I thought you had to tend to Monsieur Chevalier at nine?”
“I do. I was just on my way when I saw you admiring your palm as though it were Clark Gable, and thought I might, too, enjoy a glimpse of his face after an exhausting day at work,” she responds, grinning cheekily. I wince as she grabs my hand and turns it over, exposing the torn flesh.

“Oh, my. For goodness sake, staring at it won’t stop the bleeding. Hold on, I think I have a towel in my bag.”

Just as Mabel bends to open her satchel, Madame Dupont appears at the open doorway, carrying a basket of linens.

“Miss Mabel, stand up properly and adjust your skirt. Did I not give you your payment and dismiss you ten minutes ago?” she asks, her thick eyebrows furrowed with disapproval.

“Yes, Ma’am.”

“If you wish to keep your franc, it would be in your best interest to follow my orders.”

“Yes, Ma’am,” Mabel repeats sheepishly as she picks up her satchel. Glancing at me apologetically, she turns and walks swiftly out the door. Left alone in the center of the room, I force myself to straighten my shoulders and meet her piercing brown eyes evenly.

“Miss Elora, if you have nothing better to do than trifle with a man who claims to be a woman, then you can deliver these laundered linens to the soldiers in Section E,” she says, her voice laced with contempt.

I let out a faint sigh of relief. I was safe. “Right away, Madam Dupont,” I respond.

Hiding my bloody sleeve on the base of the basket, I quickly leave the room before she changes her mind. I glide noiselessly through the narrow corridors, slipping soundlessly through openings and passages until I reach a bolted, metal door. Pushing the rod aside, I am greeted with a blast of frigid, November air. The German flag waves wildly in the wind, the sound of the flapping fabric echoing through the barracks. The scene is disturbingly similar to a night in 1942, a little more than a year ago.

I stood shivering in the darkness, wearing nothing apart from a faded blue dress, to which the number 79 had been hastily pinned. A long line of women stretched both ahead and behind me, yet the only sound in the courtyard was the lonely howl of the wind. Alone for the first time and overcome with grief, my mother’s final moments flashed before my eyes.

“Elora, my child. There are difficult times ahead, but you mustn’t give up. The new military bases will soon be in need of maids. If you are careful, it should be enough to support you until your father comes,” she rasped, clutching my hands weakly.

Blinking back tears, I asked, “But how can Papa come? He rarely gets any breaks, and even if he did, the cost of coming all the way to France from America is exorbitant.”

“What goes around, comes around, doesn’t it? If he left, then he will come back.”

“But Maman, you know that doesn’t make any sense-” I protested.

“Hush, dear. Nothing good will happen if you don’t stay positive.” Her coughs sounded as though nails were being dragged across her lungs. “You have to be strong for your brother, too. Julien only has you now. Promise me, so that I can leave this world peacefully.”

I can no longer prevent the salty tear droplets from cascading down my face. “I promise, Maman, and…. I love you,” I manage to choke out.  

She smiles weakly and closes her eyes. “I love you more, Elora.”

The slam of a door in the distance wakes me from my reverie. My thick, blonde curls dance around my face as I hurry across the sparse tufts of grass. Just as I reach the concrete walls of the barrack, the thud of heavy boots against the ground approach quickly behind me. Before I can react, a rough hand clamps over my mouth and I am drawn into a tight, uncomfortable embrace. The familiar scent of Les Désirables laundry soap hits my nose. It must be one of the soldiers.

“Filthy maid. How can you work for the foul, German scum? Have you no shame? They walk in and take over our government, pitting us against our allies and all you do is lay down and let them walkover you,” a hoarse, male voice whispers into my right ear.

                I writhe and kick at his legs, trying in vain to free myself. What does he want? He can’t have only come to lecture me.

                “I’ll give you a chance to make amends. I can free us of the German hold and restore France to its original strength.”

                I stop struggling, because my effort seems to have no effect on him. I was opening my mouth to bite his fingers, but his next words make me pause.

                “I don’t intend to harm any commoners, only the German officials. If I can eliminate them, then it will leave a clear path for the French soldiers to take over. Everything will run smoothly from there. If you get me the access key to the seventh arsenal, I will reward you with one hundred euros.”

                One hundred euros. That would be enough money to pay for two tickets to America. I could take my brother to the United States and live with my Father. It was too perfect to be believable.

                “I will be waiting in the barrel room sharply at 10:00 hours. If you present me with the key, the money shall be yours to do with what you want. But if you fail-”

                In the distance, a door springs open, and my captor instantly releases me, melding into the shadows. I spin around to see nothing but an expanse of gravel, dimly lit by the light of the half-moon.  My heart pounding, I turn back to face my new company. As the figure draws nearer, I recognize the feathered, Tyrolean hat and immediately kneel in a curtsey. The head of the tactics sector is one of the few people I can stand, and he seems to have grown fond of me over the past three months.

                “Miss Elora? Why are you still here? It isn’t safe for such an attractive young woman to be wandering around at this hour.” Mr. Brauer rumbles, his voice thick with a heavy German accent.

                I manage to stammer a reply. “Madame Dupont requested that I deliver these fresh linens to the soldiers in section E.”

                He nods and resumes walking. “Alright, but don’t delay.”

                “Yes, sir.” I reply, and curtsey once more to his retreating back before hurrying towards the door. By the time I finish, the wind has died down, leaving a sense of serenity in its wake. I make my way towards the village, the crunch of my footsteps amplified in the silence. Our once bright and bustling town had become dull with the effects of the war and the German invasion, choked by the solitary, grey buildings and the waving green flag.

                I look up as I pass by a tall building with an arching roof and spiral pillars. Two men stand guard at the front door, fully geared and armed with Fusil rifles. The one on the left cocks his head in my direction and grins lazily. By this time tomorrow, if everything goes according to the mysterious soldier’s plan, their ashes would be scattered on the stairs below. Even if I did manage to secure the access key, was that what I wanted? How would I be able to live with myself, knowing that I killed so many people?

 The wind had started up again, breaking the eerie silence. I lower my head and quicken my pace, cutting across the courtyard of the old library. It’s the last wooden building in the military district, preserved for its historical significance. Within minutes, I am standing on a tattered, orange doormat, sliding my feet across faded letters that once spelled “Bienvenue”. It was one of the few possessions that my brother and I managed to save from our house before I was forced to sign it over to the government.

Soft, rhythmical snores escape from a lump under the covers of my bed and bounce off the basement walls, morphing into an almost musical harmony. I drape my shawl on the table and undress, taking care to smooth out the wrinkles and creases, just as my mother once did for me. As though it were a reflex, my hand automatically jumps to my neck, searching for the silver chain. I breathe a sigh of relief as my fingers close around the metal pendant, and I carefully place my great grandmother’s necklace back in its box. With my routine complete, I slide into soft, worn sheets and kiss Julien’s forehead. He grumbles in protest and pulls the blanket over his face. For a moment, I just watch him, comforted by the continuous rise and fall of his chest.

“Maman,” I whisper, “You warned me that it would be hard, but this is impossible. What should I do? Within the next two months, we could be lulled to sleep by the gentle lapping of the Pacific Ocean. Julien’s future would be secured, and we wouldn’t have to live in a war zone. Perhaps, even I could go to school.”

                Julien shifts his position again. I know I am disturbing him, but I continue, pouring out my thoughts to the empty air. A small part of me wants to believe that my mother is listening, wherever she may be.

                “Maybe we could free ourselves of the Germans, but at what cost? What about the guards and the other innocent workers inside the building? Many of them are working to support their families, just as I am. If they died, it would be my fault. I would be a murderer.”

                My voice catches in my throat, but I press on. “But if I don’t give him the key, we will have to leave the town or I will surely be killed. And then where would we go? Oh, Maman… I don’t know what to do.” I close my eyes, and a dry sob escapes my throat. As if to comfort me, Julien’s small foot digs underneath my leg. I snuggle into his shoulder and pray for sleep to relieve me of my turmoil.

                The dark, grey sky betrays nothing about the time. Even in the morning, it looks hardly any different than it did last night. Balancing on the tip of my toes, I take the white cloth and wipe the corners of the last window, taking care not to leave any smudges. Picking up the soap dish with my un- injured hand, I reluctantly turn away. The door to the next room stands ajar, revealing a vacant office. I glance around me, but there is no one in the hallway either. I swiftly enter the room and shut the door behind me before making my way towards the large, wooden desk. Setting the cleaning supplies down on the table, my eyes travel over the cluttered surface, searching for one item in particular. Disappointed, I begin pulling out drawers at random until I find it, nestled on top of a set of handkerchiefs. It looks identical to the one he showed me on the day that he was made Head of the Department.

                “I got them today, you know. All the important people get them. I’m important now, you see.” Mr. Brauer boasted as he opened the case, and pulled out a ring of keys. “This is mine. All mine!” He laughed and slumped on my shoulder, his breath reeking of alcohol.

                I pried open the black prescription glasses case and my memory was confirmed. Tucking the golden key ring in between the folds of my apron, I placed the case back on the top of the pile and closed the drawer. Above the desk, the hand carved clock showed 9:45am.

                “Early is on time, but on time is late,” I murmured to myself.

                “And late is inexcusable.” A familiar voice adds. I whipped around to see Mr. Brauer standing in front of the desk, smiling slightly at my shocked expression. “Where are you off to now, Miss Elora?” He questions.

                “Oh, I was just, uh,” I mumble incoherently. When had he entered? More importantly, what had he seen? “Actually, I was just about to meet Madame Dupont regarding my, um… my wages.”

                “Ah, is that so?” He glances around the room. “But you will be back, I presume, to finish cleaning?”

                I have to make a conscious effort not to look at or touch the bulge on my side where the keys are hidden. “Yes, sir. If you will excuse me, I shall get going. I mustn’t be late, as you so rightly stated.”
                He pulls out his chair and waves me away. “Off you go,” he chuckles.

                As soon as I am out of his sight, I take of running at full speed, fingers clenched tightly around the bundle of keys. My heart beats along with the pounding of my feet as I sprint down the hallway and out into the courtyard. A pair of soldiers watch me curiously from the far side, but I don’t stop until I reach the heavy double doors of the barrel room. With a massive tug, I pull them open and burst inside the dark room. Breathing heavily, I wait for my eyes to adjust. Did I miss him? Was I too late?

                “You’re more foolish than I thought. Did it not occur to you that a maid with a bandaged hand running at top speed might look a bit suspicious?” I could not see the owner of the voice, but it seemed to be coming from the opposite side of the room. “Walk with your hands where I can see them, and leave the key on the barrel in the center of the room,” The voice instructed.

                I clear my throat. “Show me the money first,” I demand, though my voice is not as confident as I intended it to be. My eyes have begun to adjust to the darkness, and I can now see the outline of a man standing in the furthest corner of the room.

                I am rewarded with a sneer. “And why do you think an armed and fully trained soldier should follow the orders of a flimsy maid? You have ten seconds to give me the keys, or I will shoot.”
                Left with no choice, I take a step forwards. If he doesn’t have the money, I hope he will be kind enough to at least accept my death request. 

                “Hands out!” the voice barked.

                 I thrust both hands in front of me and make my way towards the center, keeping my eyes fixed on the figure. His features became clearer with each step. I could make out short, dark hair and a lithe body, but his face was still hidden in a shadow. Upon reaching the center, I pulled the key ring out of the folds of my apron and set it on barrel top. My fingers brushed against soft leather, causing my heart to jump to my throat. The bag was heavy, and it clinked against the side of the barrel as I brought it down. Not daring to hope, I backed away slowly, alert for any sudden movements.  

                “Good luck,” I called into the darkness. There was no response.

                I tuck the bag into the waistband of my skirt before slipping back out into the courtyard. Even with the grey sky, the sudden brightness almost blinded me as I retraced my steps back to the main building, fueled with new energy and excitement for the future. My “American dream” suddenly seemed to become a reality.

                But as the day wears on, I become increasingly tense. Every sudden noise sounds like a gunshot, causing me to jump half a meter in the air. The earlier rush of excitement winds itself into a knot of guilt and slowly sinks to the bottom of my stomach like a stone. By 2:00 in the afternoon, I begin to worry. I am on my knees, washing the marble floors with Mabel at my side, but I’m not in the mood for a conversation.

                She pauses and glances up at me. “Elora, you’ve been scrubbing the same spot for the past three minutes. In fact, you’ve been acting a bit strange the whole day. What is the matter?” she asks, genuinely worried.

                Keeping my eyes trained on the floor, I remain quiet for a moment. “Mabel, I just wanted you to know-”
                
            And then it happens. The wail of the sirens pierce my eardrums like a sharpened knife. The building erupts into a state of complete chaos as doors bang open and panicked faces appear, seeking guidance and instruction.  With one look at each other, we take off running down the hallway. My long legs easily overtake hers, and by the time I reach the doorway, Mabel is almost a full ten meters behind me. Just as she catches up, the explosions begin. A series of short, controlled bursts occurring one after the other with almost perfectly spaced intervals. Mabel and I crouch behind the door along with the small crowd of people who were beginning to form. As I listen to their anxious conversations, I find myself subconsciously counting the blasts. Three, four…

                “I heard that several soldiers went missing from their barracks this morning. Do you suppose… No, it can’t be them. Can it?” a maid asks anxiously.

                A red headed soldier shakes his head. “There are no traitors in our army. Our blood runs clean.”

               I press my palms over the lids of my eyes. Six, seven, eight…

              “Apparently the government was warned of a possible bombing threat before the attack. I hope they were able to evacuate in time,” another soldier adds as he repeatedly ties and unties the laces on his boots.

 Even though I should be angry, a part of me still hopes that they were able to escape. Then I realize that it has become silent. I strain my ears, expecting to hear the next onslaught of explosions, but I am met with a foreboding silence. The redheaded soldier is the first to rise and unlock the door. He pushes it open a crack to peer cautiously outside before beckoning us forwards. The nearby buildings remain untouched, uniform and pristine as they always were. But in the distance, a thick haze of black smoke hovers over the licking orange flames like an ominous rain cloud. How many families had I destroyed? How many loved ones stolen? How many friendships had I broken? But more importantly- was it all worth it?

We walk in silence. Frightened, yet not to wanting to take our eyes off the destruction. The fire has spread to the library, tearing at the wooden structure with its barred fangs. The ancient roof creaks and bends before collapsing in defeat with a mighty roar. For a second, the smoke at the entrance to the library clears, and the sight makes me stop dead in my tracks.

            “No…” I whisper.

The young children exit the library in waves, coughing and spitting in the thick of the smoke. A tall, dark haired man desperately tries to count the heads of the children as they pass him, his lips mouthing inaudible instructions. It was Julien’s third grade teacher.

 Mabel grabs my forearm just as I spring forwards. “Elora! You can’t help them, and it’s not safe-”

Her words are cut off by a sonic boom. The sky turns blood red as we are thrown backwards with the force of the explosion. I feel the wind knocked out of me as my back slams against the ground, but within moments I am on my feet, stumbling towards the remnants of the buildings till I stand directly in front of the blazing inferno. The fires blaze relentlessly, but the tiny flame of hope inside me has been extinguished. I can’t even make out where the library stood before.

“I killed him.” I gasp.

The tears that stream down my face do nothing to cool my scorching skin.

“Papa…Maman…Julien. Julien, Julien…” I sob, my body convulsing as I double over.

My knees buckle and I fall forwards, dragged down by the weight of the leather bag, still strapped to the side of my waist.  

Monday 19 October 2015




At the entrance to the theater!
Tenant of Wildfell Hall:  Play Review
(Based on“Tenant of Wildfell Hall”, by Anne Brontë)

My first few steps into the Frederic Wood Theater were definitely not how I imagined them to be.  I was amazed by the beautiful modern design of the theater and impressed by the number of people who had come, but mostly, I was shocked at the fact that I had been betrayed. There I was, standing in a black skirt with tights and a black jacket, flanked by two middle aged men wearing t-shirts and shorts. As always, I was in a rush to finish eating dinner while cramming in some study time for my biology test the following day, and I was worried that I hadn’t dressed formally enough. Much to my surprise, I was far from being the most casually dressed at the event. In fact, it even felt a bit awkward at times when I was caught in the middle of an older, informally dressed crowd. On the other hand, it was also fun to compare fashion choices with my classmates and transform into adults for the night.

To be honest, I didn’t think that I would enjoy the play very much. There were quizzes and test that (I thought) I would much rather be studying for, and I hadn’t slept well the previous night. That being said, the chances of enjoying the night were slim, right? Wrong. The intriguing plot of the play paired with the incredible acting skills of th
e performers lead to a captivating performance. I thought that the props they used to set the scene were very effective. From the way that the actors confidently moved around the stage, a simple switch from chairs to paintings was enough to make the change in setting very believable. The giggling, gossiping ladies were similar in that they were clearly supposed to be a light hearted component of the play, yet each of them had their own unique personalities that set each one of them apart. They wore long, flamboyant dresses with wide bonnets, which made them appear as though they were floating. The real surprise came when Helen Graham, the main character of the play, glided gracefully into the “sea of ladies” like a black swan. She seemed to be the epitome of elegance, and she fit the image of a strong female character very well. Undoubtedly the most talented and cutest actor in the play was Helen’s son. I was completely amazed at how well the boy was able to remember his lines. It was as though he had learned his character so well that he wasn’t acting anymore, but being himself.


The night was full of pleasant surprises and happy moments. I had no idea that I would enjoy the play as much as I did. When I got home, I recommended that my mom should go watch it the next day, but she settled on reading the book by Anne Brontë instead. Overall, I thoroughly enjoyed the performance, and the experience of attending a play with my classmates. 



Tuesday 2 June 2015

Campus Haikus (UHill Poetry Project)

Writers block- a dreadful virus that attacks and supresses your ability to produce creative masterpieces. Sadly, I seem to have caught a very severe case of writers block, as I have been unable to produce pieces of writing that meet the standards I have for myself as a writer. Poetry has always been one of my most favourite units in English, because it lets me to dig deep into my giant box of bizarre and unique ideas and create something that I’m truly proud of. After much procrastination, I decided to open my box a few days ago to search for some inspiration, but after fishing around for almost an hour, I still hadn’t caught anything. Writer’s block strikes again.

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But, I wasn’t discouraged. It was a beautiful sunny day, and I had to run an errand at the library, so I decided that I would come up with an idea while I walked. Luckily, I was not disappointed. On my way to the library, I heard the distinctive “gong” of the UBC Clock Tower. It was a little past noon, and students were lounging on white, puffy bean bag chairs in front of the Koerner Library. This scene served as the inspiration for the first in a collection of five haikus I would write over the course of the week. I decided that each poem would focus on one of the five senses. In honor of the booming Clock Tower, this haiku is about sound.

Clock Tower
  Curled on a white cloud,
only to be woken by
the footsteps of time.
               
On my way home from the Library, I thought that Id take a different route for a change in scenery. I walked through one of my favourite parts of UBC- the Rose Garden. I enjoy looking at the multicolored roses contrasted against the lush, dark green leaves while listening to the chirp f birds flying in the trees above. Most of all, I love the way the garden smells. Even in the winter time, a visit to the Rose Garden will make you feel as though you’ve walked into a spring paradise. Therefore, I dedicate my next haiku to the   beautiful, fragrant aroma of the garden.                                                                                 
Rose Garden
Diving into a
crimson sea to bathe in nature’s
fragrant perfume.


The last three haikus were written based on the fond memories that I have accumulated while growing up in UBC. They are a tribute to (in my opinion) the most beautiful, friendly neighbourhood in the world. The first is a Summer memory of going for long walks on the water’s edge at Spanish Banks. This haiku is about the “touch” sense.

Spanish Banks
Fine sand grains embrace
my toes as the cool sea breeze
 caresses my cheek.

I remember having the edges of my mouth stained purple from blueberry juice. Locally grown blueberries taste best- especially when grown at the UBC farm.

Blueberry Season at the Farm
Piercing delicate
skin to free the sweet, tangy
blood of ripe blueberries.

The UBC Japanese Garden is also a very beautiful place to visit. I particularly liked the miniature waterfall- the splashing water against the rocks is very soothing.

Japanese Garden
A lone twig rides the
river’s ripples, plunging into
the pool of diamonds.

        Having completed the (supposedly) harder part of the project, I ended up hitting another dead end when thinking of ideas about how to publish my poem. My Cousin, who is living is in elementary school in India is also doing a poetry unit in her class. I thought that I could send her my poems to read to her classmates in India, but when I called her to suggest my idea she told me that her teacher had finished the Poetry unit early in order to squeeze in an extra unit before the term ended. She sounded especially grumpy, because the rest of her friends had already started their summer vacations (Usually, summer vacation starts a month early in India), but her school is one of the only schools that operates differently. With that idea down the drain, I had to search for an alternative method of distribution.


Customized Poetry Napkins :)
My poems on the Feature Display.
Suddenly, I was hit with a stroke of inspiration- I could print my poems on bookmarks and make them available at libraries around UBC. That way, I could advertise my favourite places on campus and publish my poems at the same time. I went t the UBC Bookstore first, but they told me that they didn't allow any form of "advertising" at the cashier counters, and they rejected my bookmarks. Oh well. But I didn't give up there- my next stop was the Koerner Library, just a couple minutes walk away from the bookstore. I put my bookmarks next to the book return slot in hopes that people would either read or take one on their way into the library. From there, I went to the VPL library- another appropriate place to deliver book marks. The librarian took my bookmarks and displayed them in the "featured" section. 
My lonely poem napkins, longing
for a customer to notice them. 

       For my second form of publication, I wanted to somehow target coffee shops. Many, many
people visit cafes or popular coffeehouses (such as Starbucks or Blenz Coffee) on a daily basis, so it is an ideal place to get your poem across to a large number of people. To do this, I decided to make custom napkins with my poem written on the corner and keep a stack of them next to the coffee lids and sugar packets. That way,
when a customer is making their coffee, they can choose to brighten their day with a locally written poem. I visited the Starbucks and and Bean Around The World on West 10th, and the baristas at the counter were very friendly and willing to let me publish.




Napkins at Bean Around the World
I had some left over poem squares from the napkins project, and I needed a way to use them (I wouldn't want all that color printing to go to waste!) So I thought of the next most popular place to visit- the grocery store. The "Kin's Farm Market" is located near the VPL Library, and it is a popular destination for fruit and vegetable shopping. The cashier allowed me to display my poems next to the brochures so that customers would be able to read them.


Poems next to the brochures
 at Kin's Farm Market 
          My three forms of publication were hand-crafted bookmarks, customized napkins and (left over) poem squares. I visited a total of seven stores- I was successful in distributing my poems to five of them, and was rejected by two. In all, I think that my poem publication project was successful, in that I was able to target more people by taking the help of popular stores and coffeehouses. UBC is a truly beautiful neighborhood that should be enjoyed by everyone, and I am proud to have been able to share its beauty through my poems.










Tuesday 12 May 2015

Jack in the Box
(A poetic response to "Sweet Like a Crow" by Michael Ondaatje)

Your voice is like a hidden predator, lurking in the tall grass,
waiting patiently to strike.
Like a teacher counting backwards in the last seconds of a test.
Like the muffled sound of the audience as you wait to mount the stage.
Like a character in a horror movie about to enter the basement,
unaware of the murderer concealed
in the shadows of the staircase.
Like an ascending minor scale.
Staring intently at a jack in the box and listening to the
falsely sweet tune as you wait for the jack to be freed of its prison.
Like waking up on a Saturday morning to finally discover
what will happen to your favourite character,
only to be met by a string of commercials.
Like watching someone blow a balloon and knowing
that no matter how many times they deny it,
the balloon has reached its maximum capacity.
Like a single key on a broken piano being pressed repeatedly.
The monotonous voice of the lonely robot,
trapped in the confines of an iphone and
freed only by the accidental press of the home button.
Playing a game of tag on the playground at lunch
and being interrupted by the school bell, calling you inside.
Like walking down a deserted street at midnight,
like a football being thrown at your stomach.
Like when I was standing on a bright white line amidst a sea of blue, 
listening for the telltale click of a music player, and the grim voice of a man,
reminding us that our test begins in thirty seconds.

Saturday 9 May 2015

A Summer Storm
(A poetic response to William Carlos Williams' poem "The Red Wheelbarrow"

so much depends
upon

a crippled Aspen
tree

broken down and
conquered

by the merciless

wind

Wednesday 19 November 2014


A Diamond in the Dust
(Poetic response to "The Metaphor") 

Through the swaying bulrushes,
a flock of grey fowl swim. 
Their ruffled feathers and dull coats
seem to merge into a single cloud of grey.

But in the center of the cloud
lies a large, gaping hole,
Through which the sun shines bright,
like a daisy among the weeds. 

With its regale head poised 
and white feathers gleaming, 
the swan glides with ease through the current, 
graceful and elegant amongst the dull fowl. 

Raising my rifle, I gaze at the swan 
as it gives a final stretch of its wings, 
and marvel at its beauty. 
Like a diamond in the dust, 
It's the perfect target.